June 2010
2 posts
“wasted time loving you”
– Me’shell
December 2009
5 posts
?LOVE is the feeling deep inside that tells you when you are apart that you desperately want to be back with your loved one. It is the feeling of wanting to be as one, together! One of the most important things (already mentioned many times) is that this person should be your “best friend” and should always be considered before anyone else. They are your “world”, your...
“David was already alive in the marble, all I did with my chisel was remove the...”
– Michelangelo
I’m such a nite person. I love being up when most are sleeping. Wish I was a morning person. Instead I dread facing a new day.
It would be so easy to have never existed. no need to worry about living or dying.
farewell
Today you crossed my mind, and my heart didnt skip a beat
i remember when i was so caught up in a dazed
…love crazed
thought i would never see this day
but you’re finally out of my system
i let you go
and you came back
but no never again
this is my final goodbye to you
to us…
i hope to never see your face again
there is no hate in me
this is just what i need from you...
November 2009
1 post
waiting for the day my heart doesnt race, when i say your name or see your face.
October 2009
19 posts
i could fall in love, so deep in love. You could be wrapped up in all my love. But i wont, its far too hard to crawl out of love
Running from the Sun
Looking into you’re eyes
I see love
I see me inside of you
I see we
Tonight all the stars must have align
Because you’re melting my heart with your smile
There must be lighting on your fingertips
As they greet my skin
My hairs raise
I can’t pace my breaths
My body warms
The simplest caress is making my heart pound in my chest
Then, unexpectedly you move hair out of...
“I fell in love, and gravity betrayed me”
– Antoinette Burnett
i always live in the moment, but i have to live with what i’ve done in the morning.
there’s something so intriguing about being a whore
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“?In that world, you?ll be able to rise in the morning with the spirit you have...”
– excerpt of John Galt’s speech
in so much pain
but ill never let on
i wont force a smile neither
it isnt in me,
but i will spill it all on paper
in the day im okay,
but when the sun hides and night falls
dark corners are exposed
wounds i ignored resurface
scars that healed, are ripped opened
crys silenced, are never heard so loud
fears id never admit, haunts me
why must the world be so cruel?
why must i be so...
I wish I had more patience. People’s igorance and flawed character pisses me off to the highest degree. I morn for the human race. Our morals and values are laughable. We are whom the angels bow to? How could this be? Such potential and beauty…wasted. If I can’t stand us, how could God still look at us with love? Why does he allow us to wake each day. Why are we always on his...
JUST FALL
there’s such beauty in falling
letting go
dont close your eyes
for you’ll defeat it all
JUST FALL
free fall into life
you’ll find yourself along the way
ive lived a fun fast life, sometimes its too late to slow down
I SHALL BE HERE FOREVER
Matter is neither created nor destroyed
Everything that is, always was
And everything that shall be, is
where does emotion and feeling come from? what makes us shame, embrassed or gives us pleasure? ive never been able to put my finger on it. is it a chemical reaction or learned behavior? when im feeling ashame or embrassed i stop and think, why? then those feelings go away. in my peak of pleasure all im thinking about is how? what made me feel this way. only if i could bottle it up, and use it when...
“As I look at what Ive done
The type of life that Ive lived
How many things I...”
– “I USED TO LOVE HIM” Lauryn Hill
“My philosophy, in essence, is the concept of man as a heroic being, with his own...”
– AYN RAND
Where is Howard Roark? I know he exist, i can feel him. I just havent seen him manifest in this life….yet. My God i hope he does.
[if you dont understand, it wasnt meant for you to]
Don’t get attached to all those you meet. Not all are meant to stay. Enjoy the moment, don’t think too much. Fall in love, even if its only for a day.
“Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish...”
– Anais Nin (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
September 2009
45 posts
“the most effective power is the one that nobody can notice—until it is too...”
– Paulo Coelho
“as you move on in your search for love, sex is the fastest way to erase the past”
– love and sex
i just saw him. all the time ive spent building myself up, is null. im that same sad girl. why must he be so beautiful? why does he have the charm of the devil? God help me, i can hear my heart shattering once again.
I AM CURRENTLY READING THIS BOOK.
Paulo Coelho is my favorite author, once again I’m very pleased
the most beautiful thing is watching a person do something that their passionate about. watching them work @ their craft. watch as they lose themselves completely and all else fades away. im attracted to greatest. the greatest within a person.
“i wanna talk to God, but im afraid cause we aint talk in so long”
– Kanye West
i hate seeing Kanye talk about his mother. it breaks my heart in the worst way. i wanna cry everytime i hear it. how can you talk about your mom in the past tense? i love Kanye, hes so human
i dont understand how one person can hurt another so much. or better yet, how a person could let another hurt them so much.
WHAT IS MY OBJECTIVE? RECENTLY IVE BEEN THINKING…. I HAVE NO IDEA. DOING MY BEST TO NOT DWELL ON THE PAST NOR LIVE FOR THE FUTURE. LIFE IS NOW.
I wished I knew every language. Not to impressed anyone. Its hard to believe that ill never be able to speak to so many people in the world, because i do not understand them.
“Whenever you want to achieve something, keep your eyes open, concentrate and...”
– The Devil and Miss Prym by Paulo Coelho (via ambochog)
“You cant measure love the way you can length of a road or the height of a...”
“…how many of us will be saved the pain of seeing the most important things...”
– The Witch of Portobello
“All i want now is to forget what i saw and learned.”
– The Witch of Portobello
i always get the urge to cut all my hair off. maybe not exactly ALL, but most. something very short. but i need an extremely beautiful face for such a thing, or to not give a fuck. i think i have the latter. today i shall cut my hair, well ill pay someone to cut it for me. i think ill post a pic later, of my hair of course.
ive never met a person that i 100% clicked with. some kind of wall is always up. i figure people out way too quickly. im still waiting to be discovered.